Today..

hi..!! nothing much to say..im fine,im happy but quite bored here in Sri Aman and for sure,i miss my hubby!! ----> ( T_T) i have no friends here..have a few but still new to get to know them..i miss all my friends in kuching..hhmm..

my activities..??? ----->( o.O) OMG..i have no actitivities here..i don't know what to do..hehe..maybe that's why im bored staying here..can't wait till end of this month.. well,KUCHING!!!HERE I COME BABEH!!hehe..

my diet routine..?? ----> (-_-) oh my,don't ask..hehe..a bit struggle..well,it's my habit to eat a lot per day..but now,i try to control it and manage my meal time..hopefully i can reduce my weight..hopefully.. *cross finger*

my office.. -----> (^_^) im happy coz i love my office..hehe..clean and neat..even sometimes i feels like i want to stay more hours after my office hour..wish i can sleep here..hehe.. -_-zZZz

-----> got to go now.. bubye.. ^_^

My day..

Hari nie aku start kerja kat PIBU Sri Aman (SEDC)..yesterday aku report duty kat SEDC Kuching..Pagi tadi aku drive sorang-sorang dari Kuching ke Sri Aman..Followed by my trainer,Ms. Cynthia Alban..

Along my journey,aku hanya terfikirkan hubby ku jak..gonna miss him so bad..Belom gik sampai Sri Aman hubby and i dah merindui antara satu sama lain..

Memang sedih bila terpaksa berjauhan dari hubby..rasa macam kesunyian je..tetapi ada gak peristiwa lucu hari nie..First day sampai Sri Aman,terus kena saman parking..memang cun la gamak nye....hahaha..sesiapa yang suka beli nombor ekor tu,rajin-rajin la beli nombor ni k..4.10.11..hehe..

Kerja hari nie ok je..nothing much to do..aku banyak observed je semua kerja coz masih baru lagi..hopefully esok dapat lebih banyak lagi pelajaran..

So,nothing much to say..jam pun dah lewat..esok awal bangun nak turun kerja..Good night..

~~hati ku masih sedih sbb terpaksa berjauhan dgn hubby..rindu sgt kat hubby..rindu sangat-sangat..rasa nak balik Kuching je..hhmm.. :'( ~~

Miracles..

When you are feeling alone in this world,you totally forget about someone that really near to you and really cares for you no matter where you are,what are you doin',what is your condition and so what ever..the "someone" that i mentioned about is JESUS..He always be by our side whenever we need Him or not..He will never leave you alone in this world..He loves His child..

There had been a miserable & unacceptable things did happened in my life through all this year..day by day..month by month i faced it with a fragile heart and weaknesses..but one thing that i never forget,pray to GOD..even when i'm down and give up with all the miserable problems but i thanked GOD that He gave me strength so that i can stand till now..

Yes,sometimes it's hurt..so damn hurt for me..but GOD never put the pain on me..but he covered it and healed it with His blood..He died on the Cross and saved us..He did it to me and you if you believe in Him..because,He is the Way and the Truth,no one can come to Father except through Him..

From January 2011 untill September 2011,i had through all the pain and it healed..i stand with the blessed from God..i put all the problem into His arms and ask Him to take control..Yes!! He answered my prayer..even i had waited for too long and had gone too far from Him..but,He loves me most..

Today,30th September 2011,i had received 2 good news..i had offered by SEDC for the post of Pembantu Tadbir (P/O) N17..at last my pray was answered..i'v been waiting for so long to get a job and to be hire..it's almost near to give up but God knows when will the exactly time He will show His miracle..Praise to the Lord for His kindness..Halleluya..i had been through all hard period to get a job..from the day i had resigned from my previous work coz of a few things that i can't avoid..it's painfull and will gone as the time goes by..hopefully..i went to a lot of interview sessions and tired of it..but somehow,God had planned something for me..

On 6th October 2011,i will attending my 2nd interview for the post of Latihan Jururawat Masyarakat U29 (SPA)..i will attend this interview.. it is something that i had waited for so long..i will pray for this and hoping God will bless me all the way..

Yet,this is one more thing that i had waited for so long..between me and my future husband..this matter just let it keep as a secret between us and God..it's a sensitive issue for me..everytime i pray for it,i'm in tears..it's painfull..God,let You put Your mercy and bless upon me..guide me through all this kind of thing..i had enough of this..it's time for You to take part..Amen..

Bro and sis in Christ,there is nothing impossible in this world if you still believe in God and don't stop praying to Him..He will answer your pray..for me,these are all the miracles that God had sent to me for this year..i'll waiting for the more miracles to come..coz i believe that THE BEST IS YET TO COME.. Thanks GOD,Amen..

Colour..

Life is full of colour..when you were born into this world a few years back,your life was in a white colour..when you grows up,you are the one who responsible to colour up your life..the colour that painted had its own meaning..

People around you just someone that who will guide you and someone to teach you to colour your life..they are not responsible to paint the colour or choose which colour your life should be..without the colour,your life is meaningless..

Happy,sad,mad,stress,peace,crazy,love and any feelings that come through your life can be represent by any kind of colour that you wish to use to express it..but be carefull,once you paint your life with the wrong colour,it will bring disaster to your life..and it will make it meaningless..

Paint your life with the right colour to make it more meaningfull..it's beautiful if you paint it with the colour that bring happiness,calm,peace and love..and remember to pray for God's guide to make you more mature to choose the colour..

my Tatoo..

tuk tatoo aku digaga kena ke 15hb january 2011 ba Ruai Bar,Telang Usan Hotel,Kuching..aku enda nemu nama tatoo tuk tang ia manah mat dipeda aku..aku ngaga ba punggung,engka ka disambung ku baru ila..to be continue..